Saturday, January 16, 2010

WELL

So I'm clearly not going to do well with the whole 'college' thing. I'm currently in North Carolina visiting my grandparents, and I don't know that I've ever been this homesick. It's ridiculous. I feel clingly, and ill, and silly, and sad, and lonely, and scared. And it's pissing me off.

I'm not even GONE long. There is no reason for me to be feeling physically ill over how much I miss my dad, my dog, and my friends. Literally everything I do reminds me of somebody and I've lost track of how many times my eyes filled with tears today. I honestly don't know why I'm in such bad shape. This shouldn't even be hard. And yet...

Yeah. I don't really have a point. I just wanted to document that.

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