Be Ok

So...I don't remember if I posted in my last post that I bought three Ingrid Michaelson CDs last night. I think my favorite of them so far is 'Be Ok,' and I'm especially fond of the song 'Be Ok,' which is on it.

I'm completely exhausted right now. I got home from newspaper about an hour and a half ago and I can honestly say I wasn't sure if I would make it out of there alive tonight. This might sound really weird, but have you ever had the feeling that your eyes are going to melt out of your face? That's how I feel right now.

Features (my section) hit rock bottom way too early. Caroline and I lost it way too early on in the evening, and by the end, I was told that I needed to 'go home and sleep for like, years' and to 'come back next week.' I assume falling out of my chair, screaming 'Where's the goddamn profile?!', laughing about Cakesters and insisting that 'I deleted the squigglies' probably contributed to that diagnosis.

Anyway. I dropped Spanish IV today. I'm happy about it. Less stress in my life. Thank God. My teacher said that she 'hopes second semester goes a little better for me,' and I thought that was sweet.

And you know what? I think maybe it will. I have hope for this new semester. I think maybe, just maybe... it'll be ok.

"I just want to know today, know today, know today, I just want to know something today. I just want to know today, know today, know today, know that maybe I will be ok."
Thanks Ingrid. :)